Saturday, May. 08, 2004 - 9:40 a.m.

Well, I have been in debate about what I was going to do this weekend for the last few days and time was running out. Thursday Amber called me about what my plans were for the weekend, home or school. I didn't know what to say. I said to call me in the morning.

So yesterday morning came and I was trying to write a paper. I thought, ok, if I get this finished, and maybe one more, than I'll go home, otherwise I'll stay.

That was the plan anyways.

Then Amber came and I was sitting in my PJ's working on the same first paper and it was noon.

She really wanted to go home right that minute, but I wasn't sure what I wanted, and I obviously wasn't ready to go running out the door!

I felt so torn, I really didn't know what to do...Amber and I debated it, and we were getting nowhere. We were both getting frustrated as time was ticking...

At the same time I was chatting with Ebenezer on yahoo messenger, and he had just been saying that my sister and I need strong men...I of course was a fighting that one like crazy...and then without thinking I was like "quick, make a decision for me. What should I do? Pick a word...stay or go" He was like what do you want to do? I very briefly explained my dilemma, and he immediately replies "Go home :)" I was like, okay thanks! And I started getting ready to go. It took me a second to realize that maybe he has a point. Maybe I do need a strong man! That really ticks me off.

But I'm home now... And I'm so happy to be here!! And honestly, I was leaning towards just staying at school, becuase it was the easier thing to do. So, THANKS Ebenezer :p

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