Monday, Jul. 12, 2004 - 7:05 p.m.

I'm getting nervous. Not about lydwin (we've been together for 5 years!!) but about all the eyes that will be on me in just a few short days. I get so uncomfortable when people in groups are all paying attention to me. Everytime I think about my dad and I strutting down that asle, my heart just starts pounding.

My dad tried to point out to me that they will all be my family and friends... you would think that that would help!

Wow. I can't believe I'm getting married. Sometimes it hits me, and my heart starts beating faster, and I just smile, or squeal or some other thing that shocks even me. Yeah, I'm excited.

I've been so overwhelmed lately. I'm taking an overload of credits this summer, and trying to get all the wedding stuff finished. I keep think that I must be a miserable person to be around, but the other day my dad surprised me by saying "You seem really excited to be getting married Angie. Thats good, thats really really good" I just smiled. I guess even through all my stressin out my happiness still shines thru :D

I seriously don't know what I would do without Ericka. She's been such a blessing, and an angel, and a life saver, and a million other wonderful things. She's done so much for us!! I don't think we would even be having a wedding if it weren't for her!!

I visited Lydwin in Arizona. Yuma was hot. It was in the middle of the desert. And it was hot. That about sums it up.

Lydwin on the other hand, well...He was also hot. He was in the middle of the desert. And he was hot :D That doesn't even come close to summing him up tho ;)

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