Tuesday, Aug. 10, 2004 - 10:34 p.m.

La la la la la!

I am officially finished with my classes for this quarter! :D

I still have some things to finish up before I head home, but my papers are done, and I couldn't be more excited about that.

Though I have to say that I just can't shake this feeling that I'm not done, that I should be working on something, and I just feel this anxious nervous feeling inside!

I dunno what it is about a quarter coming to an end but I seem to feel this same feeling every time.

I remember when I graduated from undergrad school, and for weeks I would wake up randomly in the middle of the night in a panic that I needed to be working on something, and I'd have to remind myself that I was done. Kinda makes me feel crazy.

Soooooo, 19 days until I'm a married woman. So strange.

This past weekend was wild. There is so much I could say about it, but for fear of who might read this, I think I'll censor myself. But we'll just say that somebody who married into my family has a very different outlook than me and the rest of my family on life, including how we should treat other people! We basically fought it out this weekend. I'm not sure if we came up with some kind of agreement (I don't think so, I really don't, no matter what anybody says!) or we have both just gottan out our thoughts and are now going on with life, but I am hoping and praying that the week prior to Lydwin and my wedding and through the weekend of the wedding everything goes smoothly.

And when I say smoothly, I mean nobody decides to be evil and witchy to certain guests, or unhospitable... annnnnnnnd... I hope my dress doesn't fall off, or that I trip on my way up the aisle falling to the floor and taking my dad down with me, or that too many people show up and some are left waving goodbye to us from the shore when the boat takes off, or I pass out, or well, hmmm...

I guess if we all make it onto the boat, and all of our clothes are able to fit at least workably well, and nobody gets into a brawl, I'll count it as a success :D

Tonight while Angela and I were walking, we were talking about how this is her last quarter here, and now our classes are through, and it hit me how much I'm really really really going to miss her next quarter. It's so sad. Who will I walk with? Who will I talk to? I don't want her to go. I wish I could talk her into taking some extra graduate classes just so she could stay longer :(

But I know, I know, she worked hard for her degree and she deserves to move on... and I really am happy for her, jealous even. She did good :)

Welp, I should go to sleep, its late and I have to get up for practicum in the morning. I'm hoping to go in a little bit late, but since I haven't heard from Tiffany yet, I'm guessing I'll have to leave on time.

nighty night

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