Monday, Nov. 08, 2004 - 10:57 p.m.

After attending that seminar all weekend, I woke up this morning and just wanted to cry. I was so tired!! And I still had to finish my take-home midterm for crisis intervention.
I finished it though...with an hour to spare. I feel like I never had a weekend. Its just not right to get up early every single day of the week!
Tomorrow I gotta get up earlier than usual to attend orientation at the hospital. arg. I don't want to!!
I just keep reminding myself that every minute spent at the hospital is a minute closer to being with Lydwin. That is my only inspiration at this point. It's not even about getting my degree anymore, its just about getting out of Walla Walla!

If anyone is reading this out there, please pray for Lydwin. Tragedy has struck in his office down there on the base. One of his fellow marines took his life last week, and they are all taking it pretty hard. I'm sad to say they have not had a crisis worker come in to take charge of the situation, and instead they have been left to fend for themselves in the case of this tragedy. My prayers are with them. And I wish very badly that I could be there with Lydwin. He was the last one to see him. My heart is really going out to him right now.
Well, I hate to end this on that note, but I really need to go to bed now. Goodnight all.

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